Do editors need editing? Do copywriters need copywriting? Should translators be translated? Anyone who works with texts — whether in proofreading, editing or translation — knows the answers.
But putting that conviction into practice when the text is your own is a different matter. In the time I have spent trying to be a writer — as I say myself, and as others say too, sometimes with a certain superiority, especially when they learn my book is self-published — I have had to learn to accept this all over again. In Poland above all. In Spain, the reception of self-publishing is different: I have the sense that it is not just accepted, but that it is beginning to be seen as a serious challenge to traditional publishers. I still do not know what to think. As so often, I find myself on both sides of the argument.
I have the training: a degree in philology, a master's in editing and writing, several courses and nearly two decades of experience working with texts. And still I consider myself a beginner. Because what I have seen over all those years is that there is no perfect text. There is always room to improve. Something always slips through: a double meaning in the original that does not survive translation, an idea you cannot quite express the way you want in your own writing. Time passes, you return to what you wrote, and you see it differently.
This is true for everyone: writers, translators, readers. You cannot step into the same river twice — I know it is a cliché, but it captures the idea well. And while we are at it: two pairs of eyes see more than one.
So I will keep learning and trying to express what is brewing in my head, alongside the ideas I have carried for a long time and the stories I have been wanting to tell. I learned perseverance when I started out in translation without having formally studied it: with humility, just as I try to approach writing now.
When people tell me that self-published books are not worth reading — no, they are wrong. To have arguments I started reading self-published books — by debut authors and seasoned self-publishers alike, in Spanish, which means from half the world: from Spain and countless countries across Latin America, and even the United States, where some authors have ten self-published titles to their name. I have been reading for two months at a pace I have not kept since childhood and adolescence. It is summer and I take every opportunity — at the beach, by the pool, during the midday heat of siesta. Something similar is happening in publishing to what happened in music years ago: anyone can start to exist online, and depending on their ability, originality, work and — yes — a little luck, they can become known beyond their immediate circle. This phenomenon in the music industry came to be known as the democratisation of music. I do not aim to be a bestseller. I aim to express what I think is worth telling, do it as well as I can, and yes, have other pairs of eyes review what I do.
So that the reader's eyes do not suffer from the errors in the text. And if they do suffer, let it be from the emotion it carries.